Neverending change, over and over again
Not knowing what to expect from day-to-day
Those first days full of smiles and happy thoughts
Give way to less and less by the day
Uncertain to begin with as to why
Was it me? did I do something wrong?
Feelings of frustration settle into something that becomes the norm.
You continue to relish in the moments that are given
Leave the frustration by the wayside and focus on the good.
Read old conversations to remember, to help read between the lines
Slowly the pieces begin to come together
Until you begin to understand all the possible reasons
Your feelings haven’t changed at all
You just learn to tuck them away as they have no place at the moment
For it is what it is and this may be all that it ever is.
This may be all that ever was meant to be
So you accept it, deal with it and keep moving along